I talk about nothing in particular and everything too?

Well its been a while and I'm glad to say that I'll at least be semi-frequently be posting my regular stuff from now on. I've mostly been indisposed to update because of my current state i.e I have no PC at my disposal and typing on a smartphone is not for me(to put it lightly). Buckle up buckaroos this is going to be a big one as I'm going to be describe what has happened in my life for the past month or so.  I shall do the liberty of setting the scene for you, the reader. What am I doing with my life?! So a month back I wasn't exactly at my most my pleasant phase ever. I'd just given the NEET and I'd exited  the exam hall much like a man who'd accepted his inevitable death. For the first time it really dawned on me that I'd be on my own very soon.  Soon I wouldn't be able to be my naive self anymore, pampered and prodded along by my friends and family, I'd have to seek my own freedom and responsibility, and that thought utterly terrified me

Hey! It's been a while since I have posted and unfortunately, I still won't be able to post long form posts for a bit more, due to a lack of means to write as I did before, I'm glad to put up this poem that I wrote. I'm a bit rusty, so forgive me if it's crude  Far from familiar land  A foreigner I am, in this  Land of renown and fame  My home I miss  Ever since here I came  Sights of splendour I see  Great buildings and winding roads  Night sky in the south be  Filled with northern lights of heavenly abode  Yet elsewhere I see  Filth,muck,dust and grime  Cars and bikes seem to flee  Men hunched, their backs bent past their prime  I miss the trees back home  Miss the familiar words  Even miss the rains and storms  Most of all my family I wish to greedily hoard  Inevitable it is, however  That I stay here  To not regret forever  A chance untaken and a victory for my fears  Aby